Saturday, June 19, 2010

Cranky

Yeah, not exactly a surprise, but I'm cranky.

I feel overwhelmed again. There are a few times when I need someone at my back to help out. To just know that hey, it'd be nice in a partnership to be a partner and Be There. That isn't happening, and it's pissing me the hell off.  Why take on a job that one can't dedicate the time, thought processes and energy to? You can't get much prestige from said job if you fuck it up.

Just sayin'.

OK, got that out of my system for the moment. Below is a doodle I did while watching The Hills. Don't ask me why I was watching such a horrible show. It's a good thing funemployment is now over for me, don't you think?

1 comment:

Randall said...

I like the doodle.

And I sympathize. I think maybe a little too much, it just always feels like when I get down, when I lose my motivation, it has at least a little to do with the fact that I feel sort of alone against something that's all around me, and there's no one to put my back into, that I know will be there. So I just end up against a wall.

Very cliche sounding, I know.

Maybe an over-share on my part. Not sure what's weighing on you, but I bet you could take it without anyone there at your back. Not that not having that isn't something to be upset about.